Poems and Rain

and

Sun, 13 Jun 2010 23:49:49 -0700

self inflicted trials and tribulations don’t count

Here it comes out

Tue, 01 Jun 2010 01:27:09 -0700

Fuck these 4 walls
This world stops us from running
Teaches us the wrong things
These feelings we put aside
I don’t want to stop moving
I’m so enclosed
Got everyone on me
Got no ground beneath me
The air is drowning
I got answers
But I stared at them too long
Too many things to think about
I closed my eyes and my eye lids are gone
Like the sun buried itself in my head
What can I do tomorrow
I want to believe I shed my skin
As the dawn breaks
Believe in miracles
The road will pave it’s own way

Refuge

Tue, 01 Jun 2010 01:09:03 -0700

I’ll write here, coz I’m afraid. No need to pass this point and look back. This is a crossroad for me. Absolutely. I can feel it. I’ve had my one second of rest. I’m going to hurt people. I’m going to hurt. I’m scared. Because of what I want and how I feel don’t match. And no one knows really how I feel. I’m hidden in what I’m capable of. No more video games. Food in moderation. Slow down the fat. Active. More sleep schedule. Gotta set love free. If it comes back. There you go. Let me go. Please. Fuck you.

just listen

Fri, 11 Dec 2009 08:44:21 -0800

just listen

here duck… though i’m in my mood. i’ll...

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 21:59:55 -0800

here duck… though i’m in my mood. i’ll communicate with this

there’s a beautiful sky out there tonight. 2130 12-07-09

Mon, 07 Dec 2009 21:57:05 -0800

there’s a beautiful sky out there tonight. 2130 12-07-09

Sex and fire in a bottle

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 22:31:01 -0800

I haven’t heard the remix yet but heard it sounds crazy

It’s not what you think!!hahaha

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 22:24:41 -0800

It’s not what you think!!hahaha

Xes, lohocla, etalocohc

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 18:22:22 -0800

ahh.. tumblr

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 20:27:42 -0800

Long live anonymity. Facebook is where your relatives find you.lol.

Lyric line for today… “Everybody needs to cry or needs to spit”

I’ll go crazy if I don’t go crazy tonight -U2

You and I

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:08:38 -0800

and me

reme-ergence

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 23:06:08 -0800

I’ve been on a free opinion hibernation, let things brew in the mind. A man who does not say much ends with more things to say than if he just ran his mouth. Classical music races through the skin and tinges the nerves. Debt imprisons the mind. Time is make believe. Late night conversations are tangible. Words deserve recognition in the world of physics. I want you to run your hands down my chest. The devil is a mole no surgery can remove. He annoys me. Clean sheets and dirty thoughts. 1st place the heart, 2nd the throat. Let hope hang in an infinite ring. Shock the body like a heated piece of steel and mold it. Eyes slowly drift, lids droop, drip into another world.

Mom

Sun, 01 Nov 2009 21:11:00 -0800

i miss you, we miss you

no one ever leaves this world

these material hearts rot

your loving heart remains heard

still you take care of me

still you watch over me

I don’t believe in memories

your love stays in me

There are still a million things unsaid

but nothing to regret

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Sat, 03 Oct 2009 10:45:37 -0700

I’m better than any pornstar…

For those in Bacolod. Please Read and Reblog!!

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 09:10:57 -0700

panoot:

Just coz we’re far away doesn’t mean we can’t help!

Donations needed for victims of Bagyo Ondoy.

You can drop-off your donations at:

1. PNRC Bacolod Chapter Headquarters 10th Street Lacson (behind St. John’s Institute),

2. USLS… Coliseum

3. Cafe Breizh (til Oct1, 4pm-8pm).

http://www.redcross.org.ph/Site/PNRC/wtd.aspx

LET’S HELP. Please pass.

Tangible

Mon, 28 Sep 2009 21:57:00 -0700

A metronome swings about and it hits me, temperature affects time but not withheld to it. Not what I intended to write first but there it is.

We can’t live in our heads forever, in all eventuality it turns to a four walled circle of an enclosure, 2 sides white, 2 sides black, and with no reference to duration, in no time(haha) turns into one color. One eye sees white and none sees black so it seems. It really drives me crazy with just the concept. I had a shot of oxygen. Now think about it, when was the last time you took a breath of air and not smelled the city. Nothing is a beautiful thing when your full of everything and everything is awful when you have nothing.

Numbers only give us a sense of absolute. We move only to come back to midnight and we don’t sleep to pretend we can live forever.

I’ve become too dependent on my mind’s virtual map where it has split and untethered myself from reality. You shut down your mind for a second and everything just becomes a bit brighter. Again love comes up, but I cannot ever say where it belongs, where it comes from, or where it will surface. I see it in my anger, in my happiness and in my sadness. When we are detached, it is there, on the other side of our implosion.

I am selfish but I want you to be happy.
I don’t want to care but call me anytime.
I am tired but the will will never grow old.
Days are short, so that we can grab it.

Where I’ll start off for the drum off… I’ll be...

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 23:47:00 -0700

Where I’ll start off for the drum off… I’ll be taping as I try and improve the next couple weeks. Expecting to see a big improvement as I practice more

dylanisque

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 12:03:57 -0700

What you want isn’t necessarily what you need.

I don’t know what I need but I know what I want.

You get what you want then you know.

My private pleasure, but worth sharing

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 11:23:33 -0700

radioparadise.com

SOo..

Mon, 07 Sep 2009 11:23:06 -0700

You had sex with an elf?//..